Jia yin.

Major in Finance. College Student. 20 years old.
A little space for this ordinary girl to write about thoughts.
Living in a beautiful yet sorrowful life.


"Eyes on the prize - Alissa Violet"

Wednesday, October 8, 2014

And there just left 1 month...

Feeling exhausting, feeling bored, feeling helpless at this moment
Score 10A is easy as hell >> this sentence is totally a lie
I can't understand the technique of answering biology
It was like "Yeah I've written everything that I remember"
There goes even worse when I miss one or two words
NAH I GET A BIG CROSS ON MY ANSWER
Seriously I am helpless I can't even finish studying biology until now
I can't write a very nice english essay that's what matters *urgh*

Seeing everyone is so hardworking and concentrated on the SPM
Never miss any second to do the exercises given
I am blank yet I am scared
I AM REALLY NERVOUS RIGHT NOW
like I'm the only one who is still talking rubbish in the class to tablemate
I'm the only one who is still fangirling over GOT7
I should stop right now and wait until 1 December *I'm still the IGOT7

It's October and everything is coming to an end. Friendship? Perhaps not. Hatred? Yes, It should. That's something in my heart and I've to write it out now.
We used to be BFF once *sigh* I was really extremely seriously disappointed and fed up yet mad when I knew that you hate me, saying how bad I am in the class as I take you as my good friend *even we are not that closer anymore*
Our friendship ended *haih* so I hope same with the hatred. I never hate you. Never.
Am I big-hearted? Definitely not. Because you are once my best sister who created the best moment in my school life, I did have a great time with you and I'm writing it truthfully, sincerely.
Time flies. The great moment vanished like 'poof' in one moment and I swear I remember the best days that we went through. The card you made for me I will keep it forever if there's no any fire in my house lol 
Life goes on, not wanting to mend the bond between us, just trying to do a right thing before I graduate through words.
I write here because you can't see this, I write it out because I am still hoping you know it
This paragraph makes no sense.
Sometimes it's better to pick up the scattered pieces of memories and make it complete.
There will be cracks between every  pieces but at least it is still a memorable picture in our heart.

 Half a month, there will be our graduation day. I'm gonna miss every friend I met here, the laughter, the sad moment, the crazy moment, the moment I get caught hair 
*maybe - -*, the everything. 
this is just my current feeling lol
My mood is constantly changing hahahahahaha
HIGH SCHOOL LIFE will be my memories but I will not be crying or saying anything that looks like I'm going to leave this world forever on graduation day
Ready or not, we are still going to meet each other during SPM, seeing the news feed of  each other as long as we don't unfollow the Twitter of each other or unfriend each other in Facebook isn't it? hahaha
We can still meet unless I've been thrown into the space
heartless me
It's not that sad, I'm looking forward to my new life
There's a hope for me to become prettier HAHAHAHAHA *who knows*
*slap*

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ANNYEONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

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