GOT LOVE ♥ ♡ Form 1-Form 5

Everyone is talking about the graduation right now, so here I am to write something about it.

Upset? Touched? Happy? Crazy? I cling to every of it. To be honest, I was so looking forward to the graduation and I still am. Kind of heartless to say that I won't be crying on the graduation day because it is a good day ends with my amazing 5-years-school-life memories. I'm not that sad maybe because I am confident and I have faith in my friends that we will keep in touch even though we are not in the same school anymore.

Maybe not that frequently, but at least we will hold on our friendship as much as we can. 

Saying bye to the hypocrite and short hair are the reasons why I want to graduate so badly.

I usually don't hate people or blame people if the matter isn't that serious. "Ignore it" is what I always do.

I'm a peacemaker, I love peace among people. For me, it's the best thing if everyone live peacefully together without any quarrel or hatred. But, there is someone really getting on my nerve so much. Hating me is okay but don't try to spread something involves my family to someone I don't even know and pretending you are not.

*Yeah you better watch your mouth lil drama queen*

"Quality of friendship isn't based on how long we know each other"

I KNOW IT WELL. It's you who prove it. Seriously I am not sorry to you because I never ever do something mean or bad on you lol I got one less problem without you 

*Great if you see this*

The shits end here as I'm not here to write the shits but the FANTASTIC MOMENT in my entire school life. *both happy and sad moments*

F O R M   1       2 0 1 0   1E

This must be the worst year in my entire school life. I still remembered my first reaction when I walked into this class. I was like " Seriously, are you fucking kidding me?" There was some weirdo sitting around and some look fierce like gangster...Kind of scary to me hahaha. But luckily I met LaiSan and Tze En who were my tablemates of the year of 2010 *not that bad* They are the important ones in my form 1 as I didn't know much people in my class and I spent most of time with them. King Wei was sitting in front of me but we talked less to each other in the class. Just knew that he was so guailan haha Ting Rui was my class monitor HAHAHA She was so cool! I admired her "IDGAF" face so much hahahahahaha

Kinda miserable year for me. lol 

   

F O R M   2       2 0 1 1   2A1

I think this is  SUPER AWESOME YEAR throughout my high school life. I was so shocked when I knew I was in 2A1. I didn't have a tablemate at first but miracle occured. There was a empty seat beside BeeXian so I sit down and here started our crazy stuff in Form 2. ZongWei and Leonard were sitting in front of us and there's a group for us named 'SEXY LOLIPOP'. Basically we didn't talk much with other classmates but only among our gang such as KaiXin, ChinKai and LinHao. I did have a good time with them, we were just randomly laughing and talking about shits most of the time. Opening party everyday, Chit-chatting all the times, wandering around the school when we didn't feel like want to listen to the lesson, constantly getting scolded by our form teacher, Copying homework everyday, complaining about the life in our uniform bodies, randomly singing in the class, changing our clothes with ZongWei in the class and admiring his 6 in 1 stomach......etc.

Friends at the beginning slowly developed into best friends, we spent most of the time together including recess time and the time outside the class. Day every day that passed, all my friends knew BeeXian and we started to hang out together. She is my best best best friend in form 2. We went through ups and downs, constantly encouraging each other and comforting each other. The most memorable thing is I got a creative DIY birthday card and a bookmark from BeeXian. *I am still keeping it 0.0* 

SEXY LOLIPOP GOT SEPARATED DUE TO OUR MISCHIEF

Yet, it didn't stop us from making trouble, we talked even loud to one another through the air.

I sat with KhaiJian (coolest guy ever). I had to say that he was so shy to talk at that time. I was like soliloquizing to myself all the time because he wasn't answering me AT ALL. TT how bad *just kidding, he is a good guy actually* He was just so mean to me at that time
Even now I am still talking about this issue to him HAHAHHA =.=

This was also a year that I had done something that I was so ashamed about.

Why the hell I had a connection with someone like him =____=

Disconnection between me and ZiYuan happened in this year when I rejected his confession.

*I was so cruel - - I'm so sorry lar bro, I'm just helping you HAHAHA We are the best brother now isn't it? Forgive me lar yor*

I was quite active in JSSO at that time and so me and Teresa get selected to participate in the 21th century International Art Festival in Genting.

At first, I was so frustrated as me and Teresa were not distributed into same room and kinda didn't feel like going. Everyone knew that me and Sasa were like getting attached by glue, we couldn't live without each other. But in the end, I made it. It was fun and adventurous as BeeXian, ZongWei and ChinKai were going too! We were so lucky to be selected in Team A and got the gold medal. We played and enjoyed ourselves so much in the Genting. That's something strange happened such as meeting strange people 

= = and we tried so hard to avoid by changing jacket and wearing sunglasses. ZiQian was not going so we kept phoning her whenever something funny happened. Couldn't stop laughing when a boy from another school tried to chase Sasa HAHAHA Sasa and I also had a late night meet-up with JOEL and we realised that ZongWei and him were foe....? I think more like 冤家 HAAHAHAHA

Here my 2011 ended with joy.

F O R M   3       2 0 1 2   3A1

The only goal in that year__Hwaiting in PMR Clarisse was my tablemate in Form 3. Quite a peaceful year for me lol. Clarisse was the first one that influenced me everything about KPOP! She introduced me the k-dramas, k-pop song, kpop bands.... I was a fans of GD and we talked about BigBang everyday HAHAHAHA ^___^ This was a year that I had a crush on someone else. *URGH Why the hell I was so childish at that time* KingWei became my second best bro in my school life, I didn't even know why could it be, but it just did. We talked everything and shared every feeling together. Unceasingly exchanging the information of our crush was what we always did. *sounds stupid*

I was surprised when he gave me a special card with special secret gift on my birthday hahaha

Standing at the 4th floor and staring at the field with BeeXian, Sasa and TingRui was my hobby during every recess. I like TingRui so much, she is funny and cute *not as cool as she showed*  HAHAHA Because of something, I started watching football and even asked bee and sasa to accompany me to watch the PMR football match. *and now I lose this interest hahaha* 

I bet this was the unbearably stupid stuff I've ever done in my life. I had done something that I will never ever do in future. If I could back in time, I will definitely smash myself with keyboard and hit my head to the wall. *It was so embarassing so I'll just skip it*

In the class, I didn't even know what I've done. (I didn't in the class most of the time, I was just loitering outside the class anyway without any aim) I only talked to Clarisse and TingRui. Kinda anti-social - -

I didn't know what had happened in the class. Sleeping is my only pastime in that year. I knew Angel, the cute and crazy girl, in the end of the year LOL She is just....crazy hahaha

I a lil bit drifted apart with Qian :(

Something sad happened when we were in Genting and we almost cried when singing K in Genting.

A year that mixed with different feeling.
OH YEP. drama competition in BM high school! We rocked it though we didn't get prize lol
Such a nice experience.

F O R M   4       2 0 1 3   4S1

AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I was in the same class with ZiQian, BFF, and WeiZhe (It was the first time that I was in the same class with CLOSE FRIEND) I was so excited on the first day of school.

Let me declare the important ones in form 4: ZiQian, ChengYi, WeiZhe, WeiSam, KhaiJian, Alston and  Abang
Crush ended, I moved on.

I found no word to describe the wondrous year as it was beyond "Awesome and Wonderful". In the previous year, I was thinking that WeiSam is a flirty guy due to some rumors and KhaiJian was so mean.

Reality proves that I was wrong. They are definitely nice guy! All of us got closer day by day, from talking politely to talk sarcastically, from classmates to Chloroboaters. People from S1 are all nerds, this is absolutely a wrong saying. I mean S1 people can be funny too. They do help me a lot in my studies as I am the worst one among them. Chloroboat, a mind-blown group name when we were discussing bio in study group during exam week. For the past few years, I didn't attach myself much with classmates but only the ones sitting around me or my close friends. 2013 was a special year for me because it was the first time I felt the love and unity among classmates after 6S in primary school. 

I had the greatest birthday celebration, I had the best classmates, I had the craziest tablemates. I was so lucky. The monkey beach did leave an impressive memory in my mind........The journey to the beach was like 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 miles and me & qian couldn't stop asking "Reach liao mah? When can we reach? Still got how many km? See tiok sand le boh?" HAHAHAHA 

Every trouble we made, every scar we shared were still freshly in mind.

Couldn't forget Me, Qian, WeiZhe and Alston participated in the Science fair making the perfume.

We're exhausted but it was really fun. We just randomly mix the fragrance then here's the perfume HAHAHA

  I went Lumut with ZiQian, it was so memorable! The details were in my post of last year so I'll just skip it ^__^ Besides, I also knew WenFei,HH and YiXuan,MM. They are so kind to me and now we're hanging out together hahahahaha

Unfortunately, best thing and worst thing happened at the same time. Friendship with KW was particularly dead and so with Bee and Sasa. Something happened and I didn't even figure out the main reason lol

I'm really sorry and ashamed for my irrational and immature act. This was a mistake.......I should have deal it with a better way but not just "don't care". Haih, but I'm glad that things got better in the end of the year.

   

     F O R M   5       2 0 1 4   5S1

Dadadada......Friendship is alive again! Everything is back to normal!

   This year!!! I am not in the same class with ZiQian anymore....but this can't stop us from sticking together HAHAHAHAHA ChengYi, ZhuangYu and Abang are my tablemates of the year 

I never know that ChengYi can be such CRAZY *this siaopo HAHAHAHA*

We always talk rubbish and craps which make ZhuangYu and Abang are totally speechless to us.

ChengYi always makes some weird sounds in a sudden and I always sing some KPOP songs which annoy the boys so much.
"A~~~~ 에이 다 아는데 왜 자꾸 숨겨"
" Dorabwajo I want you back back back back back"
"michingeo aniya"
"난 니가 좋아  니가 좋아～"

Although our dajie ZiQian isn't same class with us but she is still constantly appearing in our class and scolding ZhuangYu LMAO!

XueMin and SzeTheng are the crazy ones too as we are all fangirls of our biased kpop boy-band and idol.

I do have a great time with them in the class and science lab, talking non-stop until the bell rings.

ChengYi is now one of my BFF, she is crazy and crazy and crazy! We sometimes have girl's talk during biology lesson in the science lab, talking about our thought about anything as we are both quite rational girl towards the things related to heart and feeling. I never think she will be my best friend and yes it happens.

I knew her since last year and probably because Qian and her are best friend too.

We are shipping XueMin with ZenYi, a LMAO thing HAHAHA, this means she will get suansiao-ed all the time. SzeTheng don't emo oh lol My being suansiao-ed nightmare starts when they ship me and abang = =

I find it funny too HAHAHAHA So nevermind lar I'll be the clown like I always be.

WeiZhe is getting rude to me so I treat him worse day by day too -,- this mean guy tsk HAHAHAHA
Sam, KhaiJian and Alston are hilarious too, I'm so lucky to know all of them. Sincerely and Truthfully.

ME QIAN and CHENGYI curently now fangirls of our biased member in GOT7

Me: Jackson, Qian: JB and ChengYi: JR

Due to our 花痴症, the chatting group named "男神分享会" is established LDM
SARANGHAEYO ^^

Special for WeiNi, SiaoSiao, ZiYuan

We never be in the same class but disconnection never happens among us HAHHAHA *happy*

I am very happy with you all in TSE tuition every friday 'cuz I can hardly fall asleep. All of you are too guailan, tuitioning with 3 of you will always full with laughter. Although we don't always meet in school or chat everyday, we're never awkward when talking to each other *this is something I am proud of*

Friendship never ends! <333333333333333333
As my super BFFs, all of you unexpectedly have the incredibly less photos with me in my phone......
And we keep on saying "Next time take larrrr" and yup we'll probably take the photos NEXT LIFE =____= BIG LOVE YOR ♡

Thank you for ever existing in my school life, good or bad, all of you have been an indispensable part of my memories. I've learnt not to judge a book by its cover, not to judge a person because of what you heard. Rumors can be disastrous to ones. For this I'm really sorry to Sam as I've been a judgemental person when I was form 2. Sam is definitely the best-tempered and helpful guy I've ever seen. I've learnt not to trust people easily because hypocrites are everywhere, backstabbing someone is always happening and so be on guard. I've learnt to value friends who is true and sincere to you, maybe sometimes we'll go through hard times but stay faithful in your friendship because finally we'll make it through.

Sien larrr being so nostalgic like I'm leaving school tmr LOL
 Lastly Happy Graduation in advanced hahahahhaa and Fighting in SPM

End with love. Annyeong.

And there just left 1 month...

Feeling exhausting, feeling bored, feeling helpless at this moment

Score 10A is easy as hell >> this sentence is totally a lie

I can't understand the technique of answering biology

It was like "Yeah I've written everything that I remember"

There goes even worse when I miss one or two words

NAH I GET A BIG CROSS ON MY ANSWER

Seriously I am helpless I can't even finish studying biology until now

I can't write a very nice english essay that's what matters *urgh*

Seeing everyone is so hardworking and concentrated on the SPM

Never miss any second to do the exercises given

I am blank yet I am scared

I AM REALLY NERVOUS RIGHT NOW

like I'm the only one who is still talking rubbish in the class to tablemate

I'm the only one who is still fangirling over GOT7

I should stop right now and wait until 1 December *I'm still the IGOT7

It's October and everything is coming to an end. Friendship? Perhaps not. Hatred? Yes, It should. That's something in my heart and I've to write it out now.
We used to be BFF once *sigh* I was really extremely seriously disappointed and fed up yet mad when I knew that you hate me, saying how bad I am in the class as I take you as my good friend *even we are not that closer anymore*
Our friendship ended *haih* so I hope same with the hatred. I never hate you. Never.
Am I big-hearted? Definitely not. Because you are once my best sister who created the best moment in my school life, I did have a great time with you and I'm writing it truthfully, sincerely.
Time flies. The great moment vanished like 'poof' in one moment and I swear I remember the best days that we went through. The card you made for me I will keep it forever if there's no any fire in my house lol 
Life goes on, not wanting to mend the bond between us, just trying to do a right thing before I graduate through words.
I write here because you can't see this, I write it out because I am still hoping you know it
This paragraph makes no sense.
Sometimes it's better to pick up the scattered pieces of memories and make it complete.
There will be cracks between every  pieces but at least it is still a memorable picture in our heart.

 Half a month, there will be our graduation day. I'm gonna miss every friend I met here, the laughter, the sad moment, the crazy moment, the moment I get caught hair 

*maybe - -*, the everything. 

this is just my current feeling lol

My mood is constantly changing hahahahahaha

HIGH SCHOOL LIFE will be my memories but I will not be crying or saying anything that looks like I'm going to leave this world forever on graduation day

Ready or not, we are still going to meet each other during SPM, seeing the news feed of  each other as long as we don't unfollow the Twitter of each other or unfriend each other in Facebook isn't it? hahaha
We can still meet unless I've been thrown into the space

heartless me

It's not that sad, I'm looking forward to my new life

There's a hope for me to become prettier HAHAHAHAHA *who knows*

*slap*

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ANNYEONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG