Jia yin.

Major in Finance. College Student. 20 years old.
A little space for this ordinary girl to write about thoughts.
Living in a beautiful yet sorrowful life.


"Eyes on the prize - Alissa Violet"

Friday, November 1, 2013

Hush Hush now.



Hi I'm here again. Maybe this is the only place I can write my all feelings with no boundaries, no limits and no one can bother. We don't have to go through all this right? If someone ever thinks that I feel good or happy when I saw the tweets stuff with no space, then you're wrong. I've great time in class doesn't mean I will forget everyone everything. Why do we have to make things messy and messy instead of getting back like before we did? We used to be soul mate, sister, BFF or whatever but overthinking has definitely stopped all that continuing to happen. That's what I've been thinking for these days, months, every hour, every minute, every second. So am I happy? I guess I'm not really happy. At least we are clear about something now, but i don't think things will get back to the original point, do we......Friends shouldn't have class right, every friend is same level. No first or second or the only priority. What I'm afraid of is finally happened. I know exactly where the heart is but seems like nobody thinks the same way with me and this creates problem. I don't know what should I do except convincing, having a talk....Sometimes you have to go through something just can make your mind clear to figure out something subconsciously and everything will be okay as you've figured it out. So just try to walk out from the paranoid overthinking shits DAMN IT I HATE OVERTHINKING What the damn hell is that? Can we just erase what have happened this year and start a new life next year? Let us leave a sweet memories instead of emotional shits....We're going to graduate next year.... Okay, probably mindless dreaming but the 2-month holiday maybe is the best time to let us calm ourselves down. Everyone envies others but never notices there are great things around them. Of course not me, I'm sucks. I try to write my feeling here doesn't mean to screw everything up or end everything up just make us clear. 

Emo thing is finished now is about the comedy and sitcom :D Of course firstly recommended sitcom is  "How I met your mother". Ted finally met the Mother in season 9. Robin and Barney are married after so many breakups ._. 


Okay secondly is "White Chicks", the old movie in the year 2004. This is super duper hilarious! How did the other girls don't notice that they are actually boys = =



And thirdly the korean drama "The Heir" - One who wants to wear the crown, bears the crown. Lee Min Ho is so damn handsome, and everyone is so damn rich! A quite nice drama about the teens. 



Byeeeeeee.

` What a beautiful day All I need is a taste Nothing but a good time Sippin' on the sunshine`  - Sippin' On Sunshine_AvrilLavigne









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