Jia yin.

Major in Finance. College Student. 20 years old.
A little space for this ordinary girl to write about thoughts.
Living in a beautiful yet sorrowful life.


"Eyes on the prize - Alissa Violet"

Sunday, June 22, 2014

Lose Yourself

今天星期天 没什么东西做就来update blog 一下好了
总觉得自己很矛盾很极端
每天的心情 每天的想法都差得好远啊
可能前天觉得 其实我自己很幸福大家都好疼我 在学校也是好好的
可是 当我看到一些照片 想到一些我从来只对两个人说过的事
对世界的怨恨就会开始蔓延 
可是下一秒就会觉得 其实我也过得很不错
比起每次新闻上看的新闻 还有在一些我看不到的角落为了生活的人
我是很幸福的孩子了
矛盾啊 矛盾啊
每天都有很多种心情 可是都不想说出来
一笑而过好了
不想跟别人说 可能也是因为 说出来也未必有人懂
也不想把自己的负面情绪带给身边的人吧
就当班上那个siao siao的 blabla 度过每一天吧

可能是太理智太贴近现实 所以个人没什么理想
只要能赚钱的就可以了
所以我决定毕业后好好的修商业的科系
Greed is motivation 蛮认同 点金胜手里面的这句话

讲一下我的成绩好了
跟预期中差太远了吧
那些 SPM 考A的是用什么方法考的啊啊啊啊
除了Addmath 好像没有好的成绩了
本来想说在假期还有每天回家抽一小时来读书
可是算了 还是一样做不到
韩剧 港剧一大堆 每天都要看 ....
华语现代文创新低啊啊啊
好吧 我太现实了 太感性 太有人性的文章我真的看不懂

说一说一些麻烦
已经是ahli mati 了 为什么还没完没了的冤鬼缠身
星期三要穿 西装裤
所以还剩半年你要我去订做一件穿不到半年的裤
然后毕业后就丢去垃圾桶
白痴吗 ahli mati 都没人注意 体谅一下穿jeans 会怎样
进这个团体 是我中学里面做的最错的选择
也是带给我最多烂心情的选择


下次有空再来update loooo 


Monday, June 2, 2014

#HolidayAgain

안녕하세요 ^ ^ 잘지냈어요, my abandoned bloggie?
I'm back to the blogging world again.
I think I've used "Holiday" as the title of my blog posts for 87654322144 times ady.
But fine, I'm lazy enough to think about a new title.
It's the 6th day of the holiday and 
I've been wasting time every day in front of my laptop since my holiday started.
Okay let's talk about the mid-term that started 2 weeks ago 
I screwed it perfectly with my remarkably damaged brain SHIT
Damn! I think my IQ is getting lower and lower
I strove so hard, I put so much effort and I got the 
WORST AND MOST EMBARRASSING RESULT EVER.
Yeah SPM with 10B *ready or not, here I come zzz*
Skip this I'm tired and sick about EXAM, RESULT AND SCORE.

I've passed my Undang Test HAHAHAHA 
I was so nervous one day before the day I went for the test with Wei Ni
Thanks God we passed the test ^^
TEEHEEEEEEE

and the most important event is our 6S/2009 SinYa Gathering
Yeah the gathering is considered a success *at least 15 people appeared*
Whatever HAHAHAHAHA
It was such a mess when I planned the gathering. Creating group, adding people, posting, discussing over and over, and the SEEN-with-no-reply seriously make me fed up 
Planning and informing people are just not my thing seriously
But I'm really excited as it was the first gathering of 6S since our last met in form 1
But anyway, Thanks for everyone that present on Thursday TT

Oh yeah we met some problem on Thursday bcuz whole Auto City underwent the power outage
=__________=
We were like 'OH MY ARE YOU F**KIN KIDDING ME?!!!'
In the end, we changed our venue from TAO to Sushi King LOL 
It was a AWESOME day full with nonsense and laughter. 6S is still the best memory ever for my entire school life. Feeling never changes. *__*
Here's some photos that we took 








*Lil advice: Never wear a crop top to attend a gathering or else you'll be suansiao-ed like me*
^^v


I think I have a serious Korean-Drama-fever 
I can't stop watching the korean drama since last year.
After the korean drama 'You who came from the Stars', the another 2 dramas, 'You're all surrounded' and 'Doctor Stranger' are DAMN NICE!! *Highly Recommended*

You're all surrounded

The 4 rookie detectives are Eun Dae-Koo (Lee Seung-Gi), Eo Soo-Sun (Go Ara), Park Tae-Il (Ahn Jae-Hyeon) and Ji Kook (Park Jung-Min) arrive at the Gangnam Police Station for their first day of work. None of the rookie detectives dreamed of becoming a detective. They then meet Seo Pan-Seok (Cha Seung-Won) for the first time. Seo Pan-Seok is the Chief Investigator for the #3 team.
Meanwhile, Eun Dae-Koo recognizes Seo Pan-Seok. He hasn't forgotten him in 11 years.


Eo Soo-sun is a very cute and hilarious girl HAHAHAHAHA damn like her in the drama ^^


Doctor Stranger

As a child, Park Hoon (Lee Jong-suk) and his father were kidnapped by North Korea. In North Korea, Park Hoon was trained to become a doctor by his father who was already a famous doctor. Park Hoon became a genius thoracic surgeon. He deeply fell in love with Jae Hee (Jin Se-yeon) in his high school. Park Hoon's father then died and he tried to flee to South Korea with Jae Hee, but lost in contact with her and at the end, he fled to South Korea alone, while looking for Jae Hee.
In South Korea, Park Hoon begins to work as doctor in a top hospital Myungwoo University Hospital. Meanwhile, he found a girl that looks exactly like Jae Hee, Doctor Han Seung Hee, who claimed to not know Park Hoon. Then it appears that she's in secret mission with a man who hates Park Hoon back in North Korea.






Actually I hope Park Hoon to be with Soo Hyun rather than with Jae Hee =.=



Both dramas are different from the romantic story line in You who came from the Stars but are full with suspense and kind of sorrowful. THEY ARE DEFINITELY WORTH WATCHING!

Sunday, March 30, 2014

End of the holiday T.T

Annyeong

快乐的假期又结束了
早上起来迷迷糊糊就要去上学的那种糟糕心情又来了
我不要去学校啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦
才考完试 开学过不久又讲要考试了
我的妈呀
听了 undang 感觉我好像很快就可以圆梦了
可以自己驾车 WAHAHAHAHAHA
不过还是先回到现实吧 我的undang 也都还没考 - - 

昨天去料 PISA 的 Education fair
我又动摇了 选择困难症啊啊啊啊啊
连我曾经当主持人的梦想也突然浮现起来了
Mass Communication 还是 IT 啊啊啊
在今年就要想好了呀 人生的交叉路 =,=
真麻烦
Haih =.= 就慢慢想吧 argh
听到我爸说不用我读Form 6 的感觉真好
自古以来 多年不见 如幽灵般的你终于肯负上一些责任了
幸好没有要求我要10A+ 才供我 感恩
不过我不太相信你说的话 所以都找好后路 tsk tsk
如果还要把这点的责任也推给妈咪 我肯定诅咒你
不管怎样我就先听着吧 成绩我还是会照样考好好 前提是顺其自然
你也不想你女儿未来是吸毒犯 走私犯 诈骗集团 恐怖分子的吧
既然这样我接下来就不去活动叻
反正 college 什么的都不需要活动分 wahahahaha
星期六还要早起来也不是什么过瘾的事儿
HAHAHAHA 好开心

神魔刚开始玩觉得很无聊
可是现在我已经无法抽离
=____= 坦白说 玩久之后是蛮好玩的
一直收集多多魔法石然后抽封印卡抽到爽

天气如果可以不要酱热好不好
每天热到我很暴躁 暴躁到想巴人
下些雨吧 如果可以下雪更好

我也自言自语完了
关电脑去 迎接悲惨的明天吧
@.@






Saturday, March 22, 2014

Form 5 ● With Love

Thanks God It's Holiday Again!
Exam is over Everything is over and I get to have a revel holiday again!
Thank you 千tweet哲录13 so that I get to pass my BC in the end
THANKS T___T
I was kind of steady when Abang told me that I fail in BC in a straightforward and natural way
*he made me laugh when he told me = =*
Yet I still wish that you can tell in a euphemistic way -,-
I will put on more and more and more and more effort in my BC urghhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Actually I am not very acceptable that I will get fail in BC as I never get the marks lower than 79
whatever let bygone be bygone hahahahhaha 
Just promise that NO NEXT TIME

Let me talk about what's up to me recently 

#1 
I get called as Monabla, Blalisa, 没眉毛的孩儿 because they found that I have no eyebrow =,=
*just can rarely be seen actually T.T*
Because of this I just realise that Monalisa doesn't have eyebrow LOL
Of course our Dajie QQ also joined the suansiao team TT
HAHAHAHAHAHA 
Luckily I get to suansiao our emo king weizhe as a revenge *teehee
We can't live a day without talking in a sarcastic way I think LOL
Quite A Happy School Life ^^

Dajie don't emo lar.
We always love you and never forget about you even we are separated by a wall.
._____.

#2
Everything is okay right now.
We are all in a good condition as long as there is no more hatred between us.
We are putting effort in mending this crackled friendship even we are not as close as how we did once.
Anyway I'm glad that we are friends again but not the stranger.

#3
Argh. jinjja michyeosseo! 
Okay. I don't have any rights to veto you from getting back with her.
Just...I'm simply don't like her

#4.
Photo-shooting Day of few weeks ago
Graduation photos with my classmates hahaha


Chloroboat! I always love them <3
Kind of disappointed as we didn't have enough time to take our group photo T.T
So we took only 2 photos *emo to the max*


First photo of Abang besides the class photo, personal passport size photo!
HAHAHA I'm proud to be inside the first photo of him lol


Yeah, they are the bunch of 傻逼 who always make me laugh like insane in the class.
I'm sitting beside my JSPO's head and I'm the inactive or can be said as "nearly dead" member of JSPO HAHAHA*cough*



I don't know what I'm doing at that moment. = =



Suansiao king is behind me.



Tablemate of the year, ChengYi ^^


Our No.1 in school!


Act cool.






=.=


BYE.

Tuesday, February 4, 2014

Best Damn Thing


 昨天我们去了Sam 家 打边炉
真的是很好玩 好开心 hahahahha
对不起 在Between 不小心赢了你们太多钱
最多明天请你们吃 Nugget
在那边乱乱玩 乱乱笑 反正就是好开心
Sam 家的modem在太高了 连接不到底楼
结果我们就接去隔壁的wi-fi 用了一整夜
Chloroboat 我们这几个赌鬼又在跌入Between 的深渊
玩到不能停止
隽恒 太强大了 带了一堆钱来做庄
太爽快了 hahahahhahaa




Hello Sam


好吧 Samuel 就是一副骗子样
一直在那边变什么魔术 骗小孩


Password 我们一猜就猜到 tsk tsk HAHAHAHAHAHA


最后我们玩了 killer 又来真心话大冒险
基情四射的大冒险又来了 = =
好吧 我的pp的pose 就被拿来suan siao ler
男生们都摆到我们喷饭
哈哈哈哈哈哈 反正就是很好笑

WE RUN THE NIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTT


其实可能真的长大了吧
越来越觉得新年也没什么了
除了穿新衣 拿红包以外
好像真的没什么
只要不去学校就好了 :/
除夕那晚又在很白痴的跟一群siao kia 倒数
每次都在LINE 虽然看起来很无聊
可是真的很温馨很好笑
哈哈哈哈
从来没想过可以跟同班的人一直好下去

我还是对小孩很无言
如果要我当幼稚园老师的话
直接杀了我算了
一整个新年被小孩弄得要精神病了
一下子捏我的脸 一下子爪我的脚
一下子拿汽水要淋我的衣 一下子讲我是肉要切我做pizza
我骂他们 他们还以为我跟他们在玩
妈呀 没问题的都变有问题 - -

很没有心理准备的 明天就开学了
又要拼考试了 加油加油 
我不想再拿这种摇摇欲坠的分数了
AddMath 如果可以就给我高分一点啦
新年后要开始实行我的节俭计划
要存我transformation 的钱了 hahahahha
这个应该是我月考前的最后一个post 了
新年愿望就是 快点考完SPM 
如果可以我真的想直接skip掉SPM 跳到毕业
真的很想要去做做part time 体验这种自力更生的生活
不想当以前那种只会花钱然后又不会赚钱的败家女了
我想到毕业心情就会大好
我一点都不想要在日新留多一些时间
一   点   都   不   想   留   在   这   个   鬼   地   方

来自星星的你真的很好看
全智贤超好笑的 笑死我了
还以为那么大将之风的美女应该是演斯斯文文的那种
原来是很搞笑的 hahahahahaha
一定要跟外星人都敏俊在一起啊啊
刘世美快走开啦 这个假惺惺扮可怜的朋友
还想要落井下石 欺负我的千颂伊



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