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I guess my blog has been my little space to rant
Yeah things can change pretty fast in 2 weeks

and last 2 weeks feel like years for me 

I went through the worst feeling and I'm alive again

HAHAHA

The problem in my life is I care and expect too much 

though I know my life never goes as what I plan 

NEVER *sounds so pathetic*

Fine look at the bright side, at least life like this is unpredictable lol *slap myself*

People come people go, I know it well since long time ago

Because people who once mean so much to me never stay

That's why I'm always insecure when someone being that nice to me

but thanks for appearing in my life even it only lasts for a blink of eye

Scrolling back my photo album from 2 June to 18 June makes me heartbroken

From the best to the worst within 2 weeks *how sarcastic* 

I guess only Whitney and Jia knew how suffering I was in these 2 weeks

I'm so annoying when I kept repeating the sentences

"I'm so scared."

“Do what I feel is right?"

"What should I do to stop myself from thinking all these shits?"

"Whitney can you slap me?"

or self conflict like this

"I don't care anymore"

"I should move on" 

"Whitney I told you I officially give up" 

but the next second I will be happy af when I got his message

*Whitney is so damn speechless to me and keep eye rolling HAHAHHA*

and then I felt insecure and paranoid again

when both of us greet like strangers

lmao i just kept on repeating these 2 moods in whole week

happy upset happy upset happy upset happy upset

I guess this is the first time ever after form 3 I feel like this for someone

It's like once in a while that I can care so much lol

I used to be idgaf on anything except for my best friends

*blabla never cares*

*i guess you will never know how much i care when you don't care*

can't believe I went through such emotion

luckily IT ENDS

Human like me doesn't suit to have a SOME relationship

I'm too easy and stupid

I can't handle my emotion like seriously it's exhausted

I'm totally worst in guessing one's mind

I'm totally insecure for uncertain answer to stuck in the middle

I'm not cute and understanding lol

So human like me needs a slap with a chair on my face 

and push me down from a 99 levels skyscraper

Whitney does help me a lot to get rid of those negative emotion

tbh she gave a lots of advice

with a weird example such as cake, baker, fruits *idk why the hell those things related*

and some lmao personification

which makes me laugh like insane

when I almost crying

Can you imagine how weird is that moment

"Your tears of sadness is rolling down 

but you can't stop yourself from laughing at her weird but useful advice"

cry and laugh at the same time

the most complicated feeling ever

credit to the crazy girl Whitney LOL

sui bian lar HAHAHA kai xin zui zhong yao
tai duo shi qing bu neng mian qiang
shun qi zi ran bah si bu liao jiu hai hao
life goes on Teeheeeeeeeeeeeee ^^

I need to stop the flow of negativity throughout my blog

Emo is really not my type, so not me

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

I found someone who can talk about the latest kpop songs with me LOL

Can't believe Jason is a kpopper HAHAHHAHAHA

He knows more comeback stage of recent kpop groups than me

I feel really appreciated to know

JiaJia Whitney Hazeline WeiKhang ShaoQian YokeSheen ZengHean and Kevin

I always forget everything bad whenever I'm with them

HAHAHHAHAHA

They are too positive and funny and never get mad!

Thanks god we are still together in sem 2

They are so simple and easy to feel contented

Being around simple and optimistic people is the best thing ever

Happy blabla is alive again because of them HAHHAHAA

Recently we are too bored and we started the Manitto game

We are the secret angel of each other lol

*lifeless us*

Jason starts the stalking game of us

WTF my ugly photos and those lala status I wrote in FB when form 2 are revealed

No one found me in my form 1 and primary school photos LMAO

The best is 

The moment when all of us has the same enemy HAHAHHAHA

Never see such a brainless and not gentleman guy 

and our code for him is 杀猪行动

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA

Creativity overloads whenever we talk about this

没有最惨的坏话,只有更惨的形容词

超级过瘾

HAHAHHAHAHA

I just love this picture so much

All of us look so happy <3

LOVE YA

Ok bye. I should be doing my individual assignment rn HAHAHA

Annyeonggggggggggg