Jia yin.

Major in Finance. College Student. 20 years old.
A little space for this ordinary girl to write about thoughts.
Living in a beautiful yet sorrowful life.


"Eyes on the prize - Alissa Violet"

Tuesday, February 24, 2015

Expecting Something Better

I have so much to write about till I don't know what to write 1st LOL
CNY? Nope, that will be the last bcoz this is not what I care the most.
SPM result will be released next week, still remember the exam that we sat 3 months ago? LOL
I can barely remember how I worked hard for the SPM and I'm expecting something good though I can move on anyway no matter what result I get *I'llbesodownifIgetsomethingbelowexpectation*
But yeah life goes on HAHAHA
THE DAY THAT I WAS SO LOOKING FORWARD SINCE I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL IS COMING. COLLEGE LIFE. YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
I   A M   N E R V O U S   N O   J O K E.
I'm moving to the D'piazza, the hostel, living with people that I don't know.
I think it's a good thing for me to live with new people,
as a girl who have been overprotected for the past 17 years.
I hate being so dependent on people, SO FUCKING HATE
Just bcoz I'm overprotected, I don't even know how to do house chore well
like how to cook rice, where's my home spare key placing, how to tidy up my bedroom in my own way *mum starts nagging when I do it on my own way*
Especially folding clothes zzz I used to fold my clothes like how the promoter folds bcoz I think it looks nicer but soon I'll get scolded *thug life*
and it triggers the argument DAMN ZZZZZ
FINALLY I LIVE IN HOSTEL THOUGH I WILL BE TOUGHER AND BUSIER WHEN I HAVE TO DO ALL THE TRIVIAL THINGS MYSELF
But I'm really thankful I can finally do it myself and not being like a spoiled kid anymore
BTW HOME SWEET HOME I'LL HAVE HOMESICK TT

I've been thinking so many questions like
"How I get along with new friends"
"What should I talk to know them" *like what's your name sounds cheesy*
"What should I wear on the first day to leave a good impression for people?"
"How to make myself look friendly but not like a mean bitch?"
"Will they want to be friend with me or I'll die alone?"
To be honest, I don't want to repeat the same boring life like I did in high school, getting too attached with my best friends, never trying to make a new one and locked myself into a same circle.
Not saying that I don't want to continue the friendship with the friends I used to be with in college 
.but I want to make new friends so bad.
New is always good but I never forget old is always better
I do wish my college like going smooth. This is the sum-up about what I feel towards college life.

Another news, GOT7 will hold a fan meeting in KL on 21st March!!!!
I don't know why I am still excited coz I can't attend this fan meeting LOL
What pissed me off is my mum misunderstood my " okayy nvm lar" when she said "No" when I asked about the fan meeting.
My "okay nvm lar" really means NEVERMIND IT'S OKAY I AM NOT MAD
but she thinks the other way. zzz
She defined my "okay nvm lar" as insinuation to attend and a sign of throwing tantrum at her
WHAT THE HELL ZZZZ
Though I'm really sad for not attending but I didn't mean "I must go so fucking let me go or I'll be mad" I really felt it's okay for not attending I didn't pissed off *I'm really good-tempered*
Nevermind everything will be fine. LOL
but the way I hope the lucky IGOT7s enjoying the day with our OPPAs <3
GOT7 OPPA SARANGHAE

Yeah I just realise that I have a strong feeling to write blog whenever I'm not in a good mood.
and Now I'm really in a fuckin mood lol
Whatever I don't want to write it here and spoil my little space lol
THUG LIFE. LIFE CAN BE A SAVAGE ANYTIME. *noyou'rethasavage*
Someone asked me whether feeling awkward when writing everything down in the blog lol
Yessssss, sometimes. HAHA but it's okay bcuz my readers are just like 3 people? LMAOO
I express my emotion better in words as I don't usually open up my deep feeling easily to anyone though I'm a noisy person normally. Writing blog can calm myself down whenever I'm on the verge of breaking down, at least I found tranquility at here, the little vent escaping from shits.

Lastly back to the CNY, tbh I don't really feel the CNY vibe LOL
Just some outing days with family and relatives XD
Talking to the kids makes me wanna laugh to the hell coz their answers can be so unpredictable.
I just say eh 你洗牌 然后才玩
the kid didn't know what it meant and he just went to the bathroom and took out a shampoo
said ah yin 要怎样洗
OK I DIED HAHAHAHA
   Here's some photos, not to make my post wordy, coz it's really a long-winded post HAHA
people who read this post have a undeniably great patience lol



Mummy ^__^ <3









SISTER!!



Ok I really loves every dish in MUNTRI MEWS!!




BYE AND HAPPY CNY!

Monday, February 9, 2015

Nonsense

I'm really bored these days so I'm here again to spread some trash talk in my blog.
Everyone around me has started their new college life, seem like college life is wonderful LOL
I wish I will have a devilishly splendid college life like them too TT
Yeahhhh I finally made up my mind about what to study and my class will start in March.
*Actually I just choose randomly lol Whatever bcuz I don't have any specific interest in anything so I will try my best in everything no matter what and no regrets
Kinda nervous bcuz I have to make new friends in a new environment and I'm that type of  friend who are really slow to get started though deep down I'm really a crazy + noisy bitch.
Typical 慢热型人物 BLESS ME. Anyway I'm excited at the same time LOL

I'm developing a passionate love with black colour recently XD Yeah
I'm kinda in the "isolated-from-world" mode like I don't wanna reply any message or chat with anyone or answer any phone call. HAHAHA peace
Offline world is good. I'm starting to like reading, reading anything.
The genre of the book I like the most is Mystery and Thrilling lol
*Romance is just not my type lol The novel I've bought about Romance is left ashing on the shelf*
I tried reading but then I found out I bought the wrong one.
The struggle between continue reading it or just falling asleep is real.
If anyone knows any book is good please recommend to me LOL
I not really know how to choose a good book bcuz I always judge the book by its cover hahaha

My hair is still so short even my barber said I have to come after 6 months
that's make me so frustrated ANY POTION CAN MAKE IT LONGER
And I feel I'm uglier right now, my face is round and big like bun WTH
even my little cousin said my face is bigger than b4 *HEARTBREAKING WORD*
死屁孩们真的可以不用那么直接 TT
Ok trying to take care of kids lately coz I'm too free. Having too much of time is a problem too you know mum will call you to do some housechore, aunt will call u to take care of her kids, sis will ask you to help writing her essay =___________=
The big prob is KIDS, okay I have a big trouble with kids. *not all but the hyperactive one*
Honestly kids can either be cute af or annoying af there's no in between.
Sometimes their cute act makes you laugh like insane but sometimes they turn to a rascal who can make you mad as hell. TT

Lastly
My Suzy is getting invincibly GORGEOUS she is so so so so so so so so beautiful <3
I love her so much.
Goodbye my self-esteem lol



I'm done with my superfluous nonsense
End my post with wild and sexy and retarded Jackson ^^