Jia yin.

Major in Finance. College Student. 20 years old.
A little space for this ordinary girl to write about thoughts.
Living in a beautiful yet sorrowful life.


"Eyes on the prize - Alissa Violet"

Sunday, June 22, 2014

Lose Yourself

今天星期天 没什么东西做就来update blog 一下好了
总觉得自己很矛盾很极端
每天的心情 每天的想法都差得好远啊
可能前天觉得 其实我自己很幸福大家都好疼我 在学校也是好好的
可是 当我看到一些照片 想到一些我从来只对两个人说过的事
对世界的怨恨就会开始蔓延 
可是下一秒就会觉得 其实我也过得很不错
比起每次新闻上看的新闻 还有在一些我看不到的角落为了生活的人
我是很幸福的孩子了
矛盾啊 矛盾啊
每天都有很多种心情 可是都不想说出来
一笑而过好了
不想跟别人说 可能也是因为 说出来也未必有人懂
也不想把自己的负面情绪带给身边的人吧
就当班上那个siao siao的 blabla 度过每一天吧

可能是太理智太贴近现实 所以个人没什么理想
只要能赚钱的就可以了
所以我决定毕业后好好的修商业的科系
Greed is motivation 蛮认同 点金胜手里面的这句话

讲一下我的成绩好了
跟预期中差太远了吧
那些 SPM 考A的是用什么方法考的啊啊啊啊
除了Addmath 好像没有好的成绩了
本来想说在假期还有每天回家抽一小时来读书
可是算了 还是一样做不到
韩剧 港剧一大堆 每天都要看 ....
华语现代文创新低啊啊啊
好吧 我太现实了 太感性 太有人性的文章我真的看不懂

说一说一些麻烦
已经是ahli mati 了 为什么还没完没了的冤鬼缠身
星期三要穿 西装裤
所以还剩半年你要我去订做一件穿不到半年的裤
然后毕业后就丢去垃圾桶
白痴吗 ahli mati 都没人注意 体谅一下穿jeans 会怎样
进这个团体 是我中学里面做的最错的选择
也是带给我最多烂心情的选择


下次有空再来update loooo 


Monday, June 2, 2014

#HolidayAgain

안녕하세요 ^ ^ 잘지냈어요, my abandoned bloggie?
I'm back to the blogging world again.
I think I've used "Holiday" as the title of my blog posts for 87654322144 times ady.
But fine, I'm lazy enough to think about a new title.
It's the 6th day of the holiday and 
I've been wasting time every day in front of my laptop since my holiday started.
Okay let's talk about the mid-term that started 2 weeks ago 
I screwed it perfectly with my remarkably damaged brain SHIT
Damn! I think my IQ is getting lower and lower
I strove so hard, I put so much effort and I got the 
WORST AND MOST EMBARRASSING RESULT EVER.
Yeah SPM with 10B *ready or not, here I come zzz*
Skip this I'm tired and sick about EXAM, RESULT AND SCORE.

I've passed my Undang Test HAHAHAHA 
I was so nervous one day before the day I went for the test with Wei Ni
Thanks God we passed the test ^^
TEEHEEEEEEE

and the most important event is our 6S/2009 SinYa Gathering
Yeah the gathering is considered a success *at least 15 people appeared*
Whatever HAHAHAHAHA
It was such a mess when I planned the gathering. Creating group, adding people, posting, discussing over and over, and the SEEN-with-no-reply seriously make me fed up 
Planning and informing people are just not my thing seriously
But I'm really excited as it was the first gathering of 6S since our last met in form 1
But anyway, Thanks for everyone that present on Thursday TT

Oh yeah we met some problem on Thursday bcuz whole Auto City underwent the power outage
=__________=
We were like 'OH MY ARE YOU F**KIN KIDDING ME?!!!'
In the end, we changed our venue from TAO to Sushi King LOL 
It was a AWESOME day full with nonsense and laughter. 6S is still the best memory ever for my entire school life. Feeling never changes. *__*
Here's some photos that we took 








*Lil advice: Never wear a crop top to attend a gathering or else you'll be suansiao-ed like me*
^^v


I think I have a serious Korean-Drama-fever 
I can't stop watching the korean drama since last year.
After the korean drama 'You who came from the Stars', the another 2 dramas, 'You're all surrounded' and 'Doctor Stranger' are DAMN NICE!! *Highly Recommended*

You're all surrounded

The 4 rookie detectives are Eun Dae-Koo (Lee Seung-Gi), Eo Soo-Sun (Go Ara), Park Tae-Il (Ahn Jae-Hyeon) and Ji Kook (Park Jung-Min) arrive at the Gangnam Police Station for their first day of work. None of the rookie detectives dreamed of becoming a detective. They then meet Seo Pan-Seok (Cha Seung-Won) for the first time. Seo Pan-Seok is the Chief Investigator for the #3 team.
Meanwhile, Eun Dae-Koo recognizes Seo Pan-Seok. He hasn't forgotten him in 11 years.


Eo Soo-sun is a very cute and hilarious girl HAHAHAHAHA damn like her in the drama ^^


Doctor Stranger

As a child, Park Hoon (Lee Jong-suk) and his father were kidnapped by North Korea. In North Korea, Park Hoon was trained to become a doctor by his father who was already a famous doctor. Park Hoon became a genius thoracic surgeon. He deeply fell in love with Jae Hee (Jin Se-yeon) in his high school. Park Hoon's father then died and he tried to flee to South Korea with Jae Hee, but lost in contact with her and at the end, he fled to South Korea alone, while looking for Jae Hee.
In South Korea, Park Hoon begins to work as doctor in a top hospital Myungwoo University Hospital. Meanwhile, he found a girl that looks exactly like Jae Hee, Doctor Han Seung Hee, who claimed to not know Park Hoon. Then it appears that she's in secret mission with a man who hates Park Hoon back in North Korea.






Actually I hope Park Hoon to be with Soo Hyun rather than with Jae Hee =.=



Both dramas are different from the romantic story line in You who came from the Stars but are full with suspense and kind of sorrowful. THEY ARE DEFINITELY WORTH WATCHING!